Learning and Teaching


It has been six months since I started teaching.

Along the way, I saw many things, experienced a lot of good things and experienced many downfalls.

I will not mince any words here: Teaching is one of the hardest challenges that I have to face in my life. At the same time, however, the profession has allowed me to have an accelerated course in life.

I know of the hard times that my good friends in the high school department are facing at the moment, so I must say that I am still really thankful and that I feel lucky that I am teaching in an elementary department. At the same time, I am also happy that I finally had the chance to teach at a Turkish-operated school. Well, time for some good old-fashioned teaching, you know?

Well, I think I had fun spending my time with students. I am not exactly that comfortable around people and I guess teaching has allowed me to meet many students, teachers and parents alike…and learn how to deal with people too!

Despite the fact that I am a teacher right now, I feel like I still need to learn a lot of things: From micromanagement to creation of lesson plans, the road is pretty long for the likes of me.

At times, I feel stressed out when I have to think that I have to do a certain lesson for that day…or in some cases, go to a certain class not once, not twice, but thrice in a single day.

The question is: Is there satisfaction in teaching?

The answer is yes. When you see at least one of your students learn a thing or two, then that’s the greatest gift that a new teacher can have. Or take the love of your students, for instance. If your students love you for your teaching (and a bit of personality as well), then I guess that erases most of the proverbial sweat and tears that comes with teaching.

They say that the first year of teaching is the hardest year, because it is the time for adjustment. I know that I can be better after this year, but I hope that I did not gave unnecessary headaches to my students especially those who are about to finish elementary school.

If I have a long-term dream in teaching, I would like to see my school become an English-writing powerhouse. Not just in campus journalism: I want to see my students write what they want to express, do it with decent English and be able to show their arguments clearly and creatively.

I want my students to learn the basics of advanced writing at a young age, not to see them featured in major publications (though that’s a major source of pride), but because I want them to be equipped with the skills that are needed to thrive in the 21st century.

Is that an easy aspiration? That’s no easy task, given that writing is one of the last things that are taught in the English language, along with listening.

But I’m willing to learn to do it.

I’m willing to give my 101%.

So that when the day I finally go to the place of my dreams, I can look back and confidently say:

“At least my students did something for themselves.”

Yes, it was one rocky and slippery path.

But the experience was worthwhile…and I hope that it continues to stay that way!


On The Road: Writing for eSports


As I write this blog post right now, I have spent 16 months writing for different eSports websites (particularly eSports by INQUIRER.Net) and I can that it was one hell of a roller-coaster ride.

I can still safely say that although I have done a good amount of things (basic comparison: my articles on computer games and culture have been read by tens of thousands of people from all over the world), I still have a lot to learn when it comes to write for news publications.

Meanwhile, my personal blog here averages somewhere between two to ten readers a day. (And for the record, a good part of those who go to this site recently also come from the eSports websites where I write for.)

Notwithstanding the comparison, I sincerely believe that I have became a better writer overall. I have also learned a lot of English and applied many writing tricks in the process. I must say that I am a much well-rounded scribe right now, than, say, back in 2013.

I really enjoy the job because it combines two of my passions in life: playing computer games (particularly first-person shooters) and writing all sorts of stuff. Besides, I get to meet lots of amazing people and hey, who does not want someone who knows a particular game well?

It is fun. It is hard to describe it in words, but the world of electronic sports looks like a magical place to be.

Besides, I learn a lot of things. Not just about the games that I play, but also on how to deal with people, whether personally or online. I also get to see new ways of writing, new things on social media and all sorts of other stuff that many can only dream of experiencing even once in their lives.

And yes, gala dinners and privileged information are also good bonuses, no?

Here’s the other side of the coin: Especially for Dota 2, it has been one hell of a learning curve for me. My editor keeps on reminding me not to do certain things and given the scatterbrained person that I am, well, I keep on doing those things.

On another note, I realize that I must improve my overall level of English if I want to be able to do things in a better way.

Sometimes, time management is not easy. You have to think of ways on how to become a better teacher…(yes, that’s my day job and I worry how to teach elements of literature to middle schoolers) while at the same time trying not to forget that you are a writer at heart.

Combine that with the days where you are stressed and here’s the result: It becomes really hard at times.

Do I stop? No.

Do I give up? Not at all.

I try to write for an hour or two (or in the worst case scenario, catch up on the latest news for a similar amount of time) because I know that I should find a way to keep my mind active so that I can write…decently.

Besides, why throw the towel when you know that you have a bright future in it? And it is not just a personal belief; it is a fact that lots of investors and companies have started to put money into the electronic sports sector.

Sometimes, people say the following things to me:

“Hey Earl, why the heck do you waste your talent in eSports?”

“Yo, why not try to write something else useful, or beneficial to society, such as economics, politics, etc.”

To be honest, I think about those things at times.

But when I see that I am able to help make a difference in my own little way, I shrug these thoughts away from my mind.

And I know that I’ll be able to ride on the waves one day and see the total acceptance of competitive computer gaming into mainstream society.

For now, I’ll just sit back, enjoy my cup of calamansi juice and enjoy doing my stuff.

Here are some of my best articles on computer games:

Esports is now a major subject in Norway

Philippine FPS team gets third in international tournament

Fnatic: The Strongest Team in CS: GO history

Enjoy reading!


Alumnigate: #changeiscoming: FTTS 2015


If you think that it is going to be juicy with loads of gossip, then you’d better read the Bandera for that. If you think that it’s just going to be a dry summary of the events of the FTTS 2015 Alumni Homecoming night, then you can go back and play Dota 2 or some other game of your choice.

This is neither for the faint-hearted nor the narrow-eyed.

All opinions presented here are nothing but my OWN.

It is a fine evening, with the stars shining brightly like multi-colored LED bulbs and the full moon sending its warm and mysterious greetings from above.

Loads of people are coming into a well-decorated room, with plates and chairs at the ready, as if beckoning them towards the warm hearth of a home.

The stage was ready.

The night was up.

It was the FTTS 2015 Alumni Homecoming night.

I was happy that the social hall filled up with alumni from different batches. Even though some faces were missing, at least the ambiance and the atmosphere was positive. The food was quite nice and personally, I really liked the time that I spent with the alumni on that fateful Sunday evening.

There was a speech by a former teacher, followed by a performance by some students and finally ending with the band and raffle portion. If I were to choose my favorite portion of the program, I would gladly choose the music portion…and I really hope that the band will come back next year.

From what I have seen during the homecoming program, everyone is expecting it to be better and bigger and brighter next year. After all, Toleranians have seen a glimpse of what can be done for 2016!

On a parting note, it is my opinion that some people refuse change (and stick to their old ways) and some people think differently…to the point that it does more harm instead of serving the greater good. I wonder if everyone would just try to find common ground so that every member of the Tolerance family would be able to see things improve by leaps and bounds.

Working together is not easy. Sacrifices should be made for everyone’s benefit…and of course, flowery words are not enough.

There must be concrete results!

Indeed, change is coming.

Yes, indeed.

And no one’s going to know what hit them!

Well, getting a glass set for winning a parlor game is not bad. Also, my thanks to the FTTS Alumni Association!

Until next time!

Photo from the FTTS Alumni Association FB page.

50 Shades of Eh Di Wow

50 shades of grey

Well, everyone who is living here in the Philippines should have learned the expression “edi wow” by now.

Here’s a helpful explanation from Bogart the Explorer, a Filipino online personality:

Edi Wow -a sarcastic expression denoting surrender due to an extreme lack of mental capacity to properly engage in intelligent conversation.

Thus, me and my friends decided to create this list: There are many ways to use this word. Pick your poison and enjoy reading! :D

  1. Eh Di Wow

Used for everyday purposes.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na!

Used when someone is annoying you.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw ang Magaling!

Used when someone is boasting his/her intelligence.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na (ang) Mayaman!

Used when someone is flaunting his/her wealth.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Amaze to the Balls!

Used when expressing sarcasm.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Kayo Na!

Used when a couple is too showy of their affections in public.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Ikaw Na (ang) Hugot!

Used when someone is saying things related to love/relationships.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Ikaw Na (ang) Maganda!

Used when someone is boasting about her beauty.

  1. Eh Di ang Galing Di Ba? Eh Di Wow!

Used when someone finishes something after a very long time.

  1. Eh Di ang Gago/Gaga Di Ba? Eh Di Wow!

Used when someone is acting stupid.

  1. Eh Di Wow! Eh Di Ikaw na ang Super English!

Used when someone is speaking horrible English.

  1. P***! Eh Di Wow!

Used when someone is extremely angry.

  1. Eh Di Wow! Eh Di Ikaw Na Ang May Sabit!

Used when referring to people who have glaring negative characteristics.

  1. Eh Di Wow! Eh Di Ikaw Na (ang) Puge!

Used when someone is boasting about his good looks.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Ikaw Na ang Anghel!

Used when someone insists that he/she is innocent despite proofs to the contrary.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na (ang) Nagseselfie!

Used when someone is taking too much selfies to the point that it looks weird.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na (ang) Bida!

Used when someone acts as if he/she is a protagonist (i.e. main character in a film)

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Lahat!

Used when someone acts in an irritating manner.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na May Instagram!

Used when someone excessively posts photos on Instagram.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Ikaw Na Famous!

Used when someone is acting like a celebrity.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Ikaw Na (ang) Pabebe!

Used when someone is trying to act like a cute person.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Ikaw Na (ang) Pacute!

Used when someone is acting cute towards his/her significant other.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Ikaw Na Si Prof!

Used when someone is acting smart and when someone is posting too much quotes on social media.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Ikaw Na Mabait!

Used when someone is acting like the hypocrite he/she is.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Ikaw Na Masaya!

Used when someone pretends to be happy.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Ikaw Na Dancer

Used when someone is acting like a dancer when in fact, he/she is not.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Ikaw Na Diva!

Used when someone is acting like he/she is a solo performer

  1. Eh Di Wow, Ikaw Na Bata!

Used when someone is acting lesser than his/her age.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Ikaw Na Genius!

Used when someone is a smarta**.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na, Eh Di…

Used when someone is talking too much.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Malakas!

Used when someone acts like a sycophant.

  1. Walang Hiya Naman, Eh Di Wow!

Used in order to deflect disappointment.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Crush Niya!

Used when someone is excessively flaunting about his/her crush in public.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Matakaw!

Used when someone is eating too much.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Nahihiya!

Used when someone is shy or when someone has been shamed in public.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Star!

Used when someone boasts about having lots of friends in public.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Naseenzoned!

Used when someone is “seen-zoned” on FB Messenger, IM, WhatsApp, Viber, etc.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw na Sakitin!

Used when someone is always sick, causing problems to other people.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Late!

Used when someone is always late for an appointment.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Busy!

Used when someone is always busy to the point that he/she is unable to meet with his/her friends.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Inspired!

Used when someone writes or draws too much.

  1. Eh Di…Wala Lang!

Used when someone does not deserve to be hit by a sarcastic remark.

  1. Eh Di Wow, Eh Di Ikaw Na Adik!

Used when someone always plays computer games.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Ikaw Na (ang) Siga!

Used when someone boasts of his/her physical characteristics.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Ikaw Na Varsity!

Used when someone boasts of being a varsity player.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Ikaw Na Magaling Sa (insert name of language)

Used when someone boasts about knowing a foreign language.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Ikaw Na Values!

Used when someone always talks about good morals that he/she doesn’t practice.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di (insert academic title)

Used when someone boasts of his/her awards during graduation.

  1. Eh Di Wow. Eh Di Lahat Na Lang!
  2. Tumahimik na nga kayo. Puro kayo EDI WOW dyan eh.


Amaze me? Amaze you! Amazeballs! :D

Thanks for reading!

Content by:

Earl Carlo Guevarra, with contributions from Kristian E. Moon and Sajid T. Musa

Moonlit Horizon

Tonight the moon is unusually bright
The stars are twinkling fast
Seemingly with a soul and heart of their own

The glowing horizon never seems to end
Like the tranquil feeling that I have inside
And it is a starry, starry sky

I don’t know what Destiny will say
But I just hope that it will end
In a path full of flowers and whites

And here I am, a kindred soul
Walking silently through the streets
Where hope and love is alive again

EC Guevarra
November 2015
San Juan, Philippines

The Esports Writer’s Diary: November 24, 2015


Articles made for this week: 2
Reach: In the thousands
Happiness level: Generally happy
Esports earnings for this week: ZERO PESOS
Physically fit? Trying.

Drinks for today:

1 cup of MILO chocolate drink
2 glasses of iced tea
1 500-ml water bottle
1 Yakult drink
1 355-ml C2 iced tea

Evening, Greenhills, San Juan, Manila

I am a bit sick now. Even though I feel really good inside, my body says otherwise.

Having just finished my article on a Filipino team getting a good placing at an international CrossFire tournament, I took a look at the things that people have said so far regarding the article. Although I would have loved to see the article featured on the main INQUIRER.Net social media account, I guess I am happy that thousands have read my work.

I went home immediately after class; my head has been aching since morning and I had a good bout of fever as well. I rested for two hours, ate dinner at 6 and then went on to read a couple of things.

Outside of the Esports world, everything’s going crazy. Turkey has just shot down a Russian warplane and the all-mighty Putin has just called it as a “stab in the back“. It is too early to call out who was right or wrong in this situation (it is a fact that the Russians have violated Turkish airspace in the past), but some huge things will happen over the next few days.

Meantime, school remains the same. I teach Values Education, Reading and ESL to my students; whether they learn something out of it is a completely different matter.

Being an Esports writer is a completely different thing. On one hand, it is a very nice thing to be on the train: When everyone gets something out of it, you know that something is being done right – and indeed, I am very happy to be a pioneer of Esports writing here in the Philippines (although I know that I should do better than this.)

On the other hand, Esports is still a very young industry, which means that in comparison to other fields of journalism, people are basically considered as second-class citizens – unless you work for a prestigious publication.

It does not matter at the moment though. Besides, I have never, ever, ever delved into writing for the sake of the money, the prestige or the perks that come with it.

I want to enrich myself and the people around me – and in the case of Esports journalism, to provide a constant standard on how to run things.

Guess that’s all for today!



Random Thoughts 9: A Jumbled Mind


So, it is the end of the six-day holiday.

Hundreds of things have happened throughout this time, some of which include the APEC summit, Alma Moreno’s interview, Roridgo Duterte’s declaration of his candidacy for the Philippine presidency, arrests in Belgium and Barcelona’s thrashing of Real Madrid with a score of 4-0.

On the virtual side of things, OG just brought back the 2nd-place curse to Jacky “EE” Mao’s Team Secret by winning the first Valve-sponsored Dota 2 major. Meanwhile, Pacific.Macta got second place in their first international CrossFire competition this year: Not bad for starters!

And here I am, having a very heavy feeling in my head, trying to assess and do the best thing that I should do next. I tried to read as many books as I can and I was actually able to finish three of them (plus the one that I was supposed to finish some two weeks ago).

For the most part, I enjoyed my vacation and I guess that is the reason why I feel a good amount of anxiety at the moment: My mind certainly did not want this sojourn to end.

Before this vacation, I felt lousy and sick of life. My perspective was so awful that there were a lot of times in which I did not want to do absolutely anything, which contributed to my mental block that lasted for a week or so.

At the very least, this one offered me the chance to re-examine myself, spend some time with friends and redefine whatever aspirations that I have in life.

It took me like twelve hours before I was finally able to decide that I should write a blog post. During that space of time, I tried to do some things, wind up my mind, download a couple of videos to watch, walked around a bit, etc.

The next one should be four weeks from now (or twenty working days; December 18, to be precise.) I hope that I will be able to become a better teacher, an organized guy and get that school paper up by then, so that the students will be able to have it finally!

Being a teacher is like being in a very exotic ride where the turns are sharp and the twists are unexpected. I always think that there’s always a good side to everything that happens in life…even though some of them seem to be as bitter as the scary little black olive on the table.

I’ll write something else later. That’s all for now.


There are always nice spots around…if you know how to find them!

Earth is a beautiful place. I guess it just takes a bit of perspective to appreciate it!